i am in a funny mood today. i'm sad yet in a state of hilarity, almost in a depressing way.
i realize that everyone around me is fake.
from love to family to friends.
they all have some purpose to talk to me.
they all provide no real relationship in the midst of this communication with me.
they all have something to gain from me.
it's funny, because they have no clue that i realize it all.
i was always one step ahead.
while they leech off my kindness, i watch.
there is only one person i know that has nothing to gain from me.
there is only one person i don't know personally yet that doesn't want anything.
do either of them know i care about them more than anything? nope.
the real kindness is not my actions.
that's what the fake people wanted, and frankly have gotten.
the person who has yet to discover my kindness is the one who deserves it all. 100%.
